Sunday, January 24, 2010.
Bavani's blog will be dead till end of Os (: Which is till 16 Nov :D
Saturday, January 9, 2010.
Bloody hell.
Friday, January 8, 2010.
Booyea ppl :D
I seriously don't think anyone's reading my blog :\ Maybe Kav does. And Rhino occationally. He's blog's dead btw. I'm unofficialy 16 :D Hahaha, and I found Nuruddin on Facebook! An old childhood friend (: I missed him so much and I'm really surprised tt he remembers me! Anyw, it's Friday! Woots! Seriously, why is Monday so far away from Friday but Friday's so bloody close t Monday? :\
Okay I wanted t blog abt so many things today but all th ideas escape me :\ Ah, fruits. I have t start writing down th stuff tt I want t talk abt. Serious memory loss, mann D:
Hmm, currently aiming t go t Ngee Ann Polytechnic. They do have a veterinary course there :D And it's like nearer t my house compared t Temasek Polytechnic. Omg, Monday's O Level results day! Haha, I wonder how much H's gonna get :\
Ahh, I love Russian Roulette (: Songsong. I'm no gambler. Ohyea, my New Year's resolution. Uhh, I've given up on th losing weight one. Hahaha, not gonna happen. But I want t be nicer in 2010. Like not cuss. Hopefully, I can keep this up haha! But I highly doubt it.
"You're so F-ing perfect your skin your eyes your lips your smile. It's like God painted you himself" This is like th fruiting sweetest thing anyone has ever said t me :D Okay I know I sound super duper uber conceited right now but heck, I want t show off t th world just how wonderfully perfect my boyf is :D
And yea, three ppl want me t get some girl-on-girl action :D Hahahahaha! But like seriously. Rhino, Ross and Kav. But nonetheless, Kav is gonna be my first victim if I ever turn bisexual :D
Ohyeaohyea, do check out my new creations on my Facebook Albums. &Inspiration- :D Thank you!
so just pull th trigger.
Thursday, January 7, 2010.
Bavani will blog on Saturday ppl :D
Thursday, December 31, 2009.
Booyea ppl :D
It's New Year's Eve! And Rhino isn't online D: Omfg, I miss his super duper uber much! I feel so distant from him. But anyw, I'm thinking I should blog abt one thing at a time. Like one topic per post. Like an actual blog. Haha, not like th random crap tt it is and alw has been xD But hell, who am I kidding? I can't do tt xD
I miss Rhino terribly ): I feel so distant from him. I don't know why. I just need him right next t me. I know it sounds really selfish t hog him all t myself but I can't help it. I've never loved anyone like I love him. Y'know it's a special bond. Not just some sexual crap. Sigh. And I remember he told me t listen t 'Someone tt you're with' by Nickelback. I was touched. And I swear I almost cried. I mean, he's th one of th two in a million who reminds me tt I'm beautiful (: th other's Old man. Hahaha, he's just a close friend. He consoles me whenever I cry. And there's only one reason tt I cry. Nothing hurts more than missing Rhino. Really. They say pain doesn't hurt when it's all you've felt. But why does missing him keep killing me more and more everytime?
But hell, it's 2010! And still no sign of Rhino :\
it's 2012!Omg, apocalypse! apocalypse! APOCALYPSE! Eh, oh wait. It's only 2010 :\ Hahaha, two more years t go, ppl :D
Thursday, December 24, 2009.
Hello ppl :D
Just came back after a long but awesome day ((: Went t th Quest for Immortality: th world of Ancient Egypt at th Singapore History Museum! Woots! You can't imagine how happy I was when my Dad decided t bring me there. I was like hinting and hinting and hinting. But apparently they didn't get it =.=
BUT. We spent like 3hours looking at th exhibits. Didn't get t see a real mummy though ): But th other exhibits were insane :D Haha, and th history of Singapore was cool, too. Okay I can't believe I just said tt but yea. It was cool! Hahaha :D
Ohyea, I've been getting these weird dreams lately. Like for th past week. Th dreams are abt random ppl. Like seriously random. But they're abt th ppl I know. Recently it was abt th twins and- Okay I'd rather not say. But I don't get dreams abt th ppl I want t dream abt. Like I don't get dreams abt Rhino, Kav nor J :\
And y'know some ppl will send you those lil chain texts. Not th one where it reads "you will die tonight if you don't send this t 10 ppl in th next 20 mins" Those are like bullshit, man. I mean those nice ones. Like I sent this t a few friends. Abt thanking them for making me smile in 2009. And I only sent it t like th ppl who really mean everything t me. And some ppl didn't send back ): I mean I didn't expect everyone t send back cuz well, some of 'em use prepaid. But some ppl have unlimited texts and calls. And still can't send back. Pfft.
BUT I'm happy. And I'm not gonna dwell in misfortunes and neither am I going t put up w it. I have a feeling this is going t be a long blogpost. Okay, maybe I should have figured tt out sooner. Hahaha. Y'know they say "blood is thicker than water" I find it w ambivalent. In one way, yes it does make sense. But what if th blood's dry and th water's contaminated? It's sad t think abt, actually.
Anyw, B and her lil sister ran away from home. How sad LOL Actually I'm quite happy. Cuz their parents might divorce. And ppl, in this case, divorce is th perfect decision! I'm not being a sadist. I really despise B and her lil scumbag of a sister. They act like they're th beauty queens of th universe or something. Pfft. Bimbo fuck. Anyw, they ran away from home and they didn't come back. Then Aunt made police report. Uncle didn't bother. Then when Aunt called her home she said she isn't coming back. According t Aunt, B and her lil scumbag ran away t one of their boyf's house; and stayed there overnight. My Dad's convinced tt she's gonna have an abortion xD Dunno why Singaporean parents are like tt. They think tt if you let you daughter/son (esp daughter) alone w someone of th opposite sex for 2 seconds, they're gonna copulate. It's th biological term for sex LOL So yea. Like HELLO, haven't they heard of gay? =.=
Hell, don't even think abt it! I'm not gay. Although I see nothing wrong w being gay. But I'm not gay. Ditto.
And I was just talking t Rhino. Yea, I talk t him everyday. He's late for Christmas shopping, man! And he just went. Like on Christmas Eve! But heck, I can't wait t celebrate my v first Christmas w him and his family :D Woots! Hahaha ((: So yea, he's like my perfect man. And I mean MAN :D Haha, he makes me feel beautiful. Not everyone can do tt, y'know! Haha. I've never loved anyone like I love him. It's like a totally different kind of love. Not something I've experienced before. And tt's an awesome thing ((: Hahaha! Man, I seriously can't stop smiling when I'm talking t him. Heck, I can't stop smiling when I merely think abt him. And I he's always on my mind. Like alw. I just wish I was 19 alr. Hehe (; Winkwink. But patience is a virtue. So yea. It's something I'm preaching t Snowbelle :D And you needa practice what you preach :D Okay back t Rhino. If I could describe him in one word, it's got t be perfect (: He's th best thing tt's ever happened t me. All things in consideration (including sexual preference) I want him :D And I have him all t myself. I feel like a princess right now :D Haha, royalty. And if you're reading this, Rhino. I want you t know tt I love you w all my heart and soul.
&ForeverANDAlways-06October09
Wednesday, December 23, 2009.
Babyboo :D
Hahaha, feeling happy right now. Was entertained by M while waiting for Rhino t come online. Man, M screwed his mrs till she couldn't walk LOL He really did. I'm amazed, too. Haha, old man's got skills :D Andandand he said I'm like th same size as his mrs o.O Weird innit?
Hmm, everyone's so inactive in their blogs. And I miss Kav. Wonder when she's coming back. But anyw, I want t blog abt something but I forgot D: Dang memory.
abortion does not mean you're un-pregnant;it means you're th mother;of a dead baby.